Yes I do, No I Don't

I want to do this.

No, I don't.

But... yes I do!

NO, I don't.

BUT...

No buts.

No, I mean it this time... I WANT to do it. No, I don't. Well, I actually do. Or maybe I don't... Should I do it? What for? It doesn't matter what for, the thing is I just want to do it. WAIT, I don't want to do it anymore.

YES, that's how my mind works every single second of every single day. And I'm just sick and tired of it.