The Weakness

I'm the kind of person who pretends to be strong and everything. You know, not crying, laughing when something hurts just to hide how I truly feel.

Maybe those things once fooled me.

But they don't anymore. They don't, and I'm stuck drowning in my own misery. Thinking about how nice it would be to find someone that could see through this stupid mask. Someone that says "it's alright".

I don't think I can handle the weight on my shoulders for too long.

I used to be alone but not lonely. Now emptiness and loneliness have turned into giant ghosts and it's driving me mad.

I seriously need to find a way to solve this, or I might freak out completely.

Just saying.