Confessions Of A Sad, Pathetic Girl

Thinking out loud:

Funny thing is, I totally know why I'm not over you.

And it's so damn pathetic.

I'm so pathetic.

I'm not going to say I didn't like you, because I definitely did, but I don't feel that way anymore.

The only reason why I still think about you now and again is that I just don't have anyone else to think of.

It's sad. Holding on to something just because you know that's all you'll get.

I'm not tired of love. I'm just tired of being the only one who it seems to run away from. Not one single person actually liked me.

And some people wonder why do I have such a low self-esteem. Well, there's your answer. Because nobody will ever look at me.

I'm old enough to know that when people stare at me, they don't really SEE me. They talk to me, get what they want from me and then it's just "it was nice meeting you girl, bye".

So sick of it.

So sick of not being taken seriously.

So sick of not being loved.