The Way The World Goes Round

I feel so insignificant. I feel... empty.
SO EMPTY.

I find myself thinking about it almost every day. Wondering why can't I accept the way the world goes round. Birth. School. College. Work. Death.
Why go to college? Why go to work? Is it worth the effort? Of course it is, if that's your dream. Go to university if you feel like being a doctor or a lawyer.

But I don't feel like being anything at all.
I just want to be me.
I just live to find the meaning of life.